i really wish i cancelled on what i had this evening
and went for piglets' outing.
i felt i'll have made it worth much more
and its really really quite an upset for me.
sighs. if not for pre-arranged choir stuff
some pple just never fail to piss me off.

BUT! piglets will definitely ahve another outing!
with me arnd :P
and we shall have a gd talk.

had a long talk with nicole
and it kinda made me realise
that im very disillusioned about guys and rlnships (likewise her)
and how we react a certain way due to our way of thinking haha.
haha. not too gd i think, for future friendships.
but ah well. heh. we shall see!

i love the OC soundtrack. AHHHHHHHH.
i think i'll go get it. :P